Finished.

Confidence high, had some fun.
Never even had a chance.
Sever the ties, I'm done.
Lose myself here, time for one more dance?

Realize that fun isn't my scene.
All day just sit and ponder.
Don't care whats latest on the screen.
Still have more years to squander.

Can't even remember what I thought.
Look in the mirror, fucking garbage.
One point I knew what I sought.
Sitting behind this grim visage.

Won't even imagine
getting this face close to anyone.
Start up the engine.
Always end up getting outdone.

It was all my fault.
Must have thought I was clever.
Never even opened the vault.
Sleep and dream forever.

I never deserved anything I got.
Never took anything I deserved.
Maybe I did, I just forgot.
Just sat back and observed.

Thought it was bad before...
Shedding emotion is the only way.
This life is too much of a chore.
Gifted with it without choice, top display.

Disgusted with the rats and vermin.
Ones I once called friend.
Hate and distrust, all in my sermon.
Close to the blissful end.

Don't want to be around anymore.
Don't want to die.
Is there is nowhere left to explore?
Only want to fly.

Sitting with emotions gray.
Delaying the search for life.
Easier to run today.
Than to cop out and pull a knife.

Burning would be a reprieve.
If I even ever felt anything.
Is there even a reason to grieve?
A part of me wants to still hear you sing.

I never meant a thing.
Realizing it just now?
Scissors cut the string.
End of the play, take a bow.

Nothing but a coward.
Never a solution, I really sicken me.
Every pleasing emotion devoured.
I think that maybe everyone would agree.

This song is too long.
Just thought someone should know.
All just seems wrong.
Wipe away the tracks in the snow.